The
Right Thing
By SX Meagher
Part 1
“I
don’t recall asking if you wanted to attend the camp, Townsend. You seem to be
under the mistaken impression that your opinion carries weight in matters such
as these.” The refined Boston Brahmin accent that slipped from the lips of the
elegant, impeccably outfitted woman was even more clipped than usual, the only
evident sign of her growing pique.
The
woman cast a quick glance at her daughter, who was curled up tightly against
the opposite door in the rear of the limousine, staring out of the window as
though she were transfixed. “I don’t appreciate being ignored, Townsend. Now, I
asked for your word, and I’d like to hear a response from you.”
Turning
her head slowly, her blonde hair skimming across her shoulders, the insolent
young woman glared at her mother for a full minute. As usual, the older woman
did not blink or avert her gaze — her spirit at least as indomitable as her
daughter’s. Her mouth curled into a sneer, and Townsend said, “You don’t trust
me any farther than you can throw me. Why is it so important to have my word?”
Raising
an elegant brow, Miranda Jameson Bartley inclined her head and gave her
daughter a wan smile. “I suppose you have a point. Your word obviously means
nothing to you, nor does our family name. I wish I had a glimmer of a clue as
to what makes you tick, Townsend, but I suppose that’s merely a fantasy.”
The
younger woman turned her head again, choosing not to engage her mother in one
of their endless, fruitless discussions. “Where are you going after you deposit
me?” she asked the window.
“After
I escort you to the camp,” the woman
corrected, “I’m going to Charleston for a book signing. Then I’m off to Europe.
My publicist has me scheduled for nearly forty cities in just over two months
time. I’ll need at least a month to rest after that nightmare.”
“Sucks
to be you,” Townsend said, sounding as bored as possible.
“I
think we can both use a vacation — from each other,” Miranda sniffed.
“Yeah.
The three months you were at home this year have
been a little much. Of course, I was away at school the whole time you were
home — so what’s it been two, three weeks that we’ve been together this year?”
“I’d
be happy to have you attend school in Boston, Townsend. However, there isn’t a
private school in the entire state that will accept you. If it weren’t for my
reputation, you wouldn’t even be allowed to attend this camp. I’m just happy
that they haven’t heard of you down here in South Carolina.”
“Oh,
don’t worry, mommy dearest, your name will be thoroughly tarnished by the time
they expel me. By the way, where should I go when they throw me out on my dyke
ass?”
“Must
you use that disgusting term? Your psychiatrist has told you time and again
that you’re too young to have your sexuality determined yet. You might well
find that you’re as heterosexual as I.”
“I’d
kill myself,” Townsend muttered, just loud enough for her mother to hear.
“Darling,
I know that your predominant goal in life is to mortally wound me, but it’s
just not going to work. I’d prefer that you were at least civil to me, but
that’s obviously not to be. I personally think that you should spend your
energies doing something more productive.” She turned to her daughter and
closed her eyes briefly, wondering how things between them had gone so horribly
wrong.
“You
didn’t answer me,” the girl said, still refusing to look at her mother. “Where
should they ship my cage when they throw me out? Boston, or the Vineyard?”
The
older woman sighed heavily. “Your father can’t watch you while he’s working,
and I won’t have you running wild on the Vineyard. I still have some people on
the island who don’t laugh at me behind my back.”
“Don’t
be so sure of that,” Townsend muttered, snickering at her joke.
“If
you manage to make your stay shorter than planned, I suppose I’ll have to hire
someone to watch you. I’ll put a call in to the Federal Marshals and see if
anyone is up to the task.”
The
girl laughed softly, nodding her head. “That was actually funny. I must be
rubbing off on you.”
“I
wish that we could each have some influence on the other,” Miranda said
wistfully.
The
sullen young woman curled up even tighter against the door. “That makes one of
us.”
* * *
“Hennessey?
You ‘bout ready, baby?”
“Yes,
Daddy. I’m set.” The tall, thin, brunette hoisted her bag onto her shoulder and
started down the stairway from the second floor. Walking into the kitchen, she
wrapped her arms around a once equally tall, now slightly shorter, woman. The
woman was of an indeterminate age, but her hair was still mostly black, and her
skin was unlined and smooth. She wore an ancient pink nightgown that covered her all the way to her knees, and
Hennessey reflected that it was the only one she’d ever seen her wear. “Bye,
Gramma. I’ll try to find a way to come visit at least once.”
“Now,
don’t you worry about that, child. Your granddaddy and me just want you to
enjoy yourself. Don’t give us a tiny little thought.”
“I’ll
think of you every day, and you know it.” Hennessey kissed her grandmother
fondly. “Tell Granddaddy I love him.”
“I
will, String Bean. You take care and make your gramma proud.”
The
young woman flushed modestly and nodded. “Bye-bye, Gramma. See you in August.”
“You
ready, Hennessey? We’re gonna be late.”
“Coming,
Daddy.” The young woman dashed out the front door, her bag thumping against her
hip.
Father
and daughter climbed into the battered, aged pick-up truck, both holding their
collective breaths, hoping that the temperamental engine would deign to
cooperate. With a belching grumble, the truck fluttered to life, and Dawayne
Boudreaux settled back and took in a breath. His daughter held her own breath
as long as possible, always having to spend a few moments to acclimate to the
malodorous truck. She had intentionally placed her bag in the bed of the truck,
hoping in vain that the wide variety of offensive smells wouldn’t infuse both
her and her bag.
Dawayne
twitched his head in the direction of the bed. “That all you’re takin?”
“Yeah.
We all wear uniforms, so I don’t need much.”
“Well,
I guess you know the drill by now. This your fourth year?”
“Uh-huh.
First one I’ve been a house leader for, though.”
“How
much you fixin' t’get?”
“Not
much,” she shrugged. “You know how it is, Daddy. They never pay kids much.” In
reality she was making a thousand dollars a week, but she was loath to reveal
that bit of news to her father. Dawayne was a very proud man, and learning that
his seventeen-year-old child was going to earn substantially more than he would
over the summer was not the type of thing she wished to share.
They
drove on in silence — or in as much silence as a truck with two hundred ten
thousand miles and a holey muffler could provide.
* * *
“We’re
here, Townsend. Townsend. Townsend.”
“What?”
“We’re
at the camp. I don’t have much time, but I want to meet the headmaster before I
leave.”
“Go
on.” The girl moved not a muscle, staring blankly out the window.
“Fine.”
Miranda picked up her purse and opened the door. “I’m going to meet the
headmaster, then I’m reclaiming this limo. If you’re still here when I get
back, you’re going to Europe with me.” She exited and closed the door crisply,
striding down the drive with her usual confident grace.
“Fucking
bitch.” The girl looked into the rear view mirror and caught the gaze of the
driver who was giving her a patently disapproving look. “Eat me,” she growled,
throwing the door open and stalking away from the limo, knowing that someone
would take care of her bags.
* * *
“Thanks
for the ride, Daddy,” Hennessey said as they pulled into the drive. “I’ll see
you in August, if not before.”
“Take
care of yourself, girl,” he said, offering a rare show of affection — a rough
squeeze of her shoulder.
“I
will, Daddy. Good luck this summer. Full nets, cold beer and hot gumbo, right?”
“That’s
it, baby.” He gave her a shy, boyish smile, and she gazed at him for as long as
was polite, trying to memorize his expression to keep it close to her heart.
* * *
The
moment Hennessey reached her bungalow, she stripped off her clothes, then put
every stitch of her clothing in the washer, along with everything from her
suitcase, and then added the nylon duffel. She stood in the shower, scrubbing
herself roughly, trying to get the smell of fish off her body and hair. By the
time she’d finished, and had slipped into her uniform, the living area was
filled with five mildly anxious-looking faces. “Hi there,” she said, smiling
broadly. “I’m Hennessey Boudreaux, the house leader of Sandpiper House.”
Looking at the young women she said, “Looks like we’re one short, so I’ll save
my speech for when we’re all here. We’re going to have a camp-wide meeting at
5:00 in the recreation bungalow, so let’s meet everyone, then you can all
wander around a bit until then.” Turning to the girl on her far left, she said,
“Why don’t you each tell us your name, where you’re from, and how old you are.”
A
shy looking brunette with big, brown eyes began the introductions. “I’m Missy
Blaine. I’m from Winston-Salem, North Carolina and I’m fifteen — almost.”
The
girl next to her said, “I’m Tamara Goodley. I’m from New York, and I’m almost
sixteen.” Tamara appeared to be surprisingly self-assured for someone not yet
sixteen, but Hennessey knew that first impressions were sometimes misleading.
Next
up, the redheaded young woman beside Tamara spoke. “I’m Devlin Cook. I’m from
Chicago, and I’m fifteen.” Hennessey wasn’t sure what led her to this
supposition, but she had a feeling that Devlin was going to need close
supervision. She knew that the administration put at least one problem child
into each bungalow, and something about the look on the girl’s face indicated
she might be the one.
A
girl so shy she looked to be on the verge of passing out hesitated before
stammering, “I … I’m … Hailey B … B … Brooks. I’m f … f … from Hattiesburg,
Mississippi, and I’m fifteen.” Finished, she let out a massive sigh, getting a
warm smile from Hennessey.
The
last girl cleared her throat and said, “I’m Ali Monroe, from Palm Beach,
Florida. I’m also fifteen.”
“Great,
great. It’s nice to meet you all. I think we’ll have a great time this summer,
and all learn a lot.”
“You
didn’t say where you’re from, or how old you are,” Devlin reminded her with a
touch of a challenge in her voice.
“Oh.
Well, I’m from near here. Beaufort, South Carolina, to be exact, and I’ll be
eighteen in October. I just graduated from high school.”
“That’s
not very old to be in charge of us. I’ve got brothers older than you, and
they’re worthless.” Devlin was giving her another pointed look, and Hennessey
mentally rolled her eyes.
“This
is my fourth year here at the Academy, and I think I’ve proven myself to the
administration. They know me — and trust me. Over time, I think you will, too.”
She looked around the room, cocked her head and asked, “Any other questions?
No? Then feel free to explore. But I want you all to be in the rec bungalow by
5:00. Do you all wear watches?”
Five
heads nodded and she excused them, going over to her things to check her
roster. Frowning, she called the administration bungalow and queried the
secretary who answered. “Hi, Dorothy, it’s Hennessey. I’m missing a camper —
Townsend Bartley. Have you heard from her?”
“Well,
her mother was here just a few minutes before you arrived, Hennessey. I’m sure
she’s in the compound.”
“Great.
She must be lost. I’ll take a look around and see if I can scare her up. I’ll
try to be on time, but if I’m not, will you explain to MaryAnn why I’m late?”
“She’ll
know you have a good reason, Hennessey,” the secretary said. “She knows that
she doesn’t have to worry about you.”
“Thanks,
Dorothy. I appreciate that.”
“See
you later, Hennessey; and don’t worry, the Bartley girl will show up. She might
just be a little homesick.”
* * *
It
took her over a half hour, but Hennessey finally found her charge — a cute,
young blonde woman of average height, sitting on the edge of a fishing dock at
the far end of the compound. She was leaning back on her braced arm, smoking a
cigarette, and listening to what Hennessey assumed was an MP3 player.
Striding
to the end of the dock, Hennessey stood next to the young woman, and crossed
her arms over her chest. “Are you Townsend Bartley?” she asked, her ire
showing.
The
blonde head did not move, so the house leader leaned over and tugged the
headphones from her ears. “Are you Townsend?”
“Uh-huh.
Who wants to know?”
“I’m
Hennessey Boudreaux — the head of the house you’ll be staying in. Didn’t you
get the message that you were supposed to report to the house?”
The
younger woman shrugged, then turned slightly and took in the woman who was
addressing her.
She
was tall and thin, but with hints of wiry strength in her lanky frame. Her skin
was surprisingly dark — the young woman having obviously spent too much time in
a tanning booth. But after a moment, Townsend decided that the copper color
suited her, setting off her bright blue eyes and white, even teeth. Her long,
black hair shone in the sunlight, the hair so dark that even the highlights
were blue. Her face was probably quite lovely when it wasn’t scrunched into a perturbed
frown, much as it was now, and Townsend spent a moment regretting that she’d
likely never get to see the woman smile.
She
wore a sky blue, short-sleeved shirt with an insignia of some sort over her
breast, and a pair of chalk-colored shorts, neatly cinched with a light blue
web belt. Both articles of clothing were a little large for her, and Townsend
guessed that she had to wear a larger size than her width required, just to
cover her length. She should have those
clothes tailored. I bet she’s got a smokin’ body hidden under there.
Once
her examination was complete Townsend sighed, deciding to let the games begin.
“I didn’t read any of that crap. I figured someone would tell me if any of it
mattered.”
Hennessey
sat down next to the camper, facing the ocean, a contemplative look on her
face. “It’s all important. A lot of people spent a lot of time preparing those
materials. You’d be well served to read it — all of it.”
“I
think I’ll wait until the Cliff Notes come out.” She flicked her spent cigarette
into the ocean and leaned back on both hands. “Anything else?”
“Yep.
We’re having a camp-wide meeting at five o’clock in the recreation bungalow.
You should be there.”
The
young woman shook her head, then took out her cigarettes, lighting one with
practiced ease. After taking a long drag, she blew the smoke out in a series of
perfect rings. “Look, Hennessey is it?” At the woman’s nod, she continued, “I
don’t do group things. I’m not a
joiner. Now, just let me go about my business, and we won’t have any problems.”
“That’s
just not going to happen, Townsend.” Hennessey looked as though she were filled
with regret. “You’re my responsibility, and I take my responsibilities very
seriously.”
“Ya
know, that charming sentiment would have more kick to it if I had the slightest
interest in staying here. You’ve got no power over me, chief. I’d like nothing
better than to be on the first plane out.”
The
tall woman’s rather pronounced accent, and her slow, soft, alto voice made it
seem as if she were in slow motion. Townsend was used to the nearly frantic
speech patterns of her native Boston, and she felt a moment of sympathy for the
slow Southerner that she was facing off against. This would be more fun if we were more evenly matched. How am I
supposed to have a battle of wits with an unarmed woman?
As
Townsend was contemplating her own superiority, Hennessey reached over and
plucked the pack of cigarettes from the girl’s breast pocket, crumpling them in
her fist. “Well, you’re mine until you’re on that plane, and as far as I know,
the next plane isn’t until tomorrow. Let’s go.” She grasped the collar of the
camper's shirt and tugged firmly, Townsend rising with her in
self-preservation.
“You
can’t toss me around like a rag doll! And you can’t take my cigarettes! I have
rights!” She was struggling fiercely, but not making much headway against the
taller woman who still had hold of her shirt.
“No
smoking in the compound. Period.” She started to walk, pulling Townsend right
along with her. “And, just for the record, you have no rights. Your parents
have charged us with your guardianship for the summer. You can think of me as
your temporary mom.”
“Fuck
you, Mom! Let go of me!”
“Will
you come with me to the meeting?”
“Fuck!”
She tried one more time to wriggle out of the hold, but was entirely
unsuccessful. “Yes, damn it!”
Hennessey
let go, and to her surprise the younger woman didn’t take off, or slug her. She
walked right alongside, looking up at the house leader with a mixture of
loathing and curiosity. “Do you get paid for each one of us you manage to hold
on to?”
“Nope.”
Hennessey chuckled lazily. “I’d get the same if I had six or one. My life would
be much easier with one, by the way.”
“Then
why do you care? What’s it to you if I smoke, or skip a stupid meeting? I’ll
just do something that gets me thrown out of here tomorrow. The more rules I
know, the more I’ll break. Believe me, it’s better to keep me in the dark.”
“Then
we’ll just have to deal with that tomorrow, won’t we?” They had arrived at the
large recreation bungalow, and Hennessey held the door open for the younger
woman. “Here we are,” she said. “Enjoy!”
* * *
As
soon as the group meeting was finished, Hennessey sought out the headmaster of
the Academy, MaryAnn Teasdale. “MaryAnn!”
“I
had a feeling I’d be getting a visit from you, Hennessey. Walk me home.”
They
left the building together and walked the short distance to a small, but well
appointed bungalow. Entering, MaryAnn asked, “Something to drink? I have some
iced tea.”
“Sure.
That’d be nice.” Hennessey sat in one of the padded wicker chairs and waited
for the older woman to return with two glasses.
As
MaryAnn sat down, she said, “I’m no psychic, but I have a feeling you’re here
to talk about Townsend Bartley.”
“I
see her reputation precedes her,” Hennessey said dryly, taking a sip of the
cold, sweet drink. “She wants to go home, and given how she acted today, I have
a feeling she’s gonna get her wish.”
MaryAnn
looked at her for a moment, then said, “I hope you don’t mind that I put her in
your cabin, Hennessey. I know I expect a lot from you, but Townsend is one
little reclamation project that I’d really like for you to take on — if you’re
willing, that is.”
“Have
I angered you in some way?” the young woman asked, her mouth quirking up in a
grin.
“Of
course not. Townsend is — well, she’s a very troubled young woman, Hennessey,
and I’d love to be able to help her get her life on track. Her mother made it
clear that she won’t blame us if we have to send her back to Boston, but she
said she’d have to hire a stranger to watch her if we do — she’s going to be in
Europe all summer on a book tour. Mrs. Bartley was popular before, but now that
they’ve made that movie from one of her best-sellers her popularity has gone
off the charts.”
“Her
mother is Miranda Bartley?” the young woman gasped. “I … I had no idea!”
“She
sure is. And if we can keep the little devil here all summer, Miranda promised
to offer a series of lectures next year — as a thank you.”
“Wow!
I’m not a fan of her work, but it sure is popular. That would really draw some
attention.”
“Yes,
it would; but you know that’s not how I do business, Hennessey. I’m more
concerned about the girl than I am about her mother’s promise. I honestly think
she could learn something from being here all summer, and having you as a role
model could give her something to aspire to.”
“I
think you’re giving both of us too much credit, MaryAnn. She seems bound and
determined to get out of here, and I don’t think I can change her mind.”
“Will
you try, Hennessey? You can bend the rules anyway you need to — figure out what
she likes and reward her when she does something well. Do whatever you have to
do, but don’t let the little hellion win again. I’m afraid that winning this
time might destroy her.”
“Why
are you so worried about her, MaryAnn? She’s just another spoiled kid that will
be spoiled once again as soon as she leaves here.”
“She
almost died a few months ago, Hennessey,” MaryAnn said quietly. “She drank so
much that she went into a coma. She claims it was an accident, but after
talking to the headmaster at her boarding school, I’m not so sure. I think
she’s lonely and frightened — not just a bad kid.” MaryAnn reached out and
patted the younger woman’s leg. “I know you’ve put in a lot of hours at Al-Anon
meetings, Hennessey, and I thought that out of everyone — you might have some
ideas about how to handle her.”
Giving
her a wry smirk, Hennessey said, “I’ve spent a lot of years trying to stop
being co-dependent with the alcoholics in my life. Now you want me to take on a
new one?”
“Not
if it will be too hard for you, honey,” MaryAnn said softly, looking deeply
into the young woman’s eyes.
“Nah.
I can hold my boundaries with her. It won’t be fun, but I’m sure being paid
enough to put up with some aggravation. I’ll give her my best.”
“You
always do, Hennessey. That’s one thing I’ll always rely upon.”
* * *
When
Hennessey returned to the bungalow, she poked her head into the room being
shared by Townsend and Hailey. Hailey was sitting on the edge of her bed,
watching the older girl unpack. The blonde removed two cartons of cigarettes, a
fifth of vodka and another of gin, setting her contraband on the bedside table.
“One word out of you, and I’ll cut your tongue out,” she growled, not even
bothering to turn to see if the younger woman was watching her.
Hennessey
was standing in the doorway observing this little interaction, and Hailey’s
eyes grew wide as the house leader swooped into the room and gathered up all of
Townsend’s treasure trove in her long arms. “Thanks for making this so easy,”
she said brightly. Grabbing a pillow from the bed, she shook the pillow out,
and used the case to hold the illicit booty, all the while feeling a pair of
green eyes staring holes through her. “Now, what else do we have here?” She
whisked Townsend’s bag from her, and removed her MP3 player as well as her CD
player. Next came all of her CD’s, and her handheld organizer. “Nice one,” she
said. The last item was a very tiny, handheld computer, which Townsend was
loath to let go. She attempted to snatch it back from Hennessey’s hands — to no
avail.
“You
can’t take my fucking computer! How can I communicate with anyone?”
“We’re
people too, aren’t we, Hailey?” Hennessey smiled at the girl who was frozen in
place. “Townsend can talk to us, right?”
Her
head moved up and down, but it was clear that she feared for her life.
“You
can have some of these things back — when I’ve decided that you deserve them.
Of course, you’ll never get the liquor back. Let me thank you, in advance, for
the headmaster. She likes to have a nice gin and tonic once in a while.”
Hefting the pillowcase over her shoulder, Hennessey started to leave the room,
a sputtering Townsend glaring at her. “Be back in a few, guys. I have to go see
the headmaster. Time to replenish the bar.”
* * *
Later
that night, Hennessey poked her head into each of the double rooms, checking on
each pair of girls. When she reached Hailey and Townsend’s room she looked at
the sullen young blonde, sitting on her bed fully dressed. Hennessey walked
over to her and held out the CD player. “I appreciate that you made it to
dinner on time, and came back to the bungalow by ten. I think that merits at
least one CD.” She held out the pile of disks, but Townsend just turned up her
nose.
“Don’t
do me any favors.”
“’Kay.”
Hennessey turned and left the room without another word, the younger woman once
again glaring impotently after her.
* * *
“Rise
and shine, guys. First class is at 9:00. You’d better get going if you want
breakfast.”
“Go
fuck yourself,” Townsend grumbled, pulling the covers over her head.
“Nice
to see you, too, sunshine.” Hennessey closed the door, chuckling to herself. You’re having too much fun here, girl.
As
the door closed, Hailey came out of the bathroom. “Your turn, Townsend.” The
very grumpy woman stumbled to her feet, more in need of the facilities than
breakfast. Trying to break the ice with her cranky roommate, Hailey found the
courage to ask, “Hey, what are you here for? Music, writing, art?”
“I
have no idea,” she grumbled.
“Huh?
This is an arts camp. How can you not know what you’re here for?”
“I’m
here to avoid prison. Now get dressed and get out!”
* * *
Only
by going to the classroom building and checking the class lists was Townsend
able to be on time for her writing class. She flopped down in a chair, gazing
at the other students listlessly. At 9:00 on the button, Hennessey strode in
and perched on the edge of the desk at the front of the room. “Hi, I’m Hennessey
Boudreaux. Welcome to “Finding Your Voice.”
“I’ve
found my goddamned voice!” Townsend stood, fuming. “Why in the hell is some kid
trying to teach me how to write? Do you have any idea who my mother is?”
Hennessey
crooked a finger at the irate woman, beckoning her to follow her to the
hallway.
The
camper was still sputtering. “Those kids couldn’t be more than fourteen or
fifteen! I’m going to be seventeen in a week!”
“Townsend,
you’re in this class because of your writing sample. We looked carefully at
each of the samples submitted, and tried to group students so they’d be with
others with similar skills — not just by age. Most of the girls here are very
talented at their craft, but we also have introductory courses for girls who
want to explore art, or music or writing for the first time. I’m sorry to be so
blunt, but your sample didn’t show much skill or much promise. You write more
like the girls just entering high school than a senior.”
“I
didn’t know that I was supposed to do a good job!”
“Townsend,”
Hennessey said, quirking a slow smile, “you should always do a good job. Hasn’t
anyone ever told you that?”
The
blonde stormed back into the classroom, determined to be on a plane by the end
of the day.
* * *
“Okay,
I think that’s enough for this morning. We’ll probably keep to this schedule
unless we see it doesn’t work for us. We’ll meet on Monday, Wednesday and
Friday from 9:00 until noon, then you’ll have the afternoons to work on your
assignments. We’ll meet individually on Tuesday and Thursday so I can give you
each some special attention. Those meetings will last about an hour or so. So,
you’ll have plenty of time to write and reflect. We give you lots of time
during the day to work, since we want this to be fun for you. Evenings should be
for socializing — not working. We won’t have anything specific to discuss
tomorrow, so feel free to ask for time if there’s anything you’d like to talk
about. Other than that — I’ll see you all on Wednesday morning. Are we clear on
the assignment?”
A
young woman named Marissa raised her hand. “We can write about anything at
all?”
“Yes,
anything that has moved you emotionally, Marissa. I want each of you to think
hard about something that happened to you in the last year that really moved
you or touched you in some way. It could be the death of a pet, the night you
went to a concert by your favorite group, staying up all night to see the sun
rise — anything at all, as long as you write from your heart.” She looked
around again, saying, “Okay. See you on Wednesday.”
The
six young women shuffled out, Townsend trailing the group. “See you later,
sunshine.”
“Kiss
my ass.”
I think she’s starting to like me.
* * *
Later
that night, returning to her bungalow after watching a movie with a few of her
charges, Hennessey saw the orange glow of a cigarette not far from the edge of
the building. Shaking her head, she went inside and rooted through Townsend’s
room, finally pulling her mattress from the box spring to find a nice, fresh
carton of cigarettes, one pack notably absent. Returning the mattress and
bedding to their proper order, she lay down upon the bed, resting comfortably
until Townsend came back into the room. “Hi, there.”
The
young woman started briefly, caught unawares by the house leader. “What do you
want?”
“I
want to know who you coerced into buying you cigarettes. It was obviously an
employee, since no one else has a car to get into town, and I’m sure you didn’t
walk.”
Townsend
strode over to the bedside table, her confidence firmly back in place.
Hennessey caught the smell of smoke on her clothing as she walked by and
deposited the pack onto the table. “It’s not hard to talk one of these
underpaid slobs into doing you a favor. All it takes is a few bucks.”
“Then
I guess I have to take the bucks away.” Sitting up, the house leader opened the
top drawer of the bedside table and removed the wallet she found there.
Removing every bill and every charge card, she counted the money, then sat down
at Townsend’s desk and made out a detailed receipt. “Here you go. Don’t count
on getting this back until August.”
As
she left the room, money, credit cards and cigarettes firmly in hand, something
loud and heavy crashed into the door as she closed it behind her. Someone seems a little grumpy. Must be the
nicotine.
* * *
The
next day things were remarkably calm — so calm that Hennessey was a little
nervous. Townsend worked on her paper, showed up for every meal, and, after
using the computer in the rec bungalow for a couple of hours, she got up and
stretched at nine o’clock, announcing that she was going to bed — a full hour
before she was required to be in. Something’s
fishy, Hennessey said to herself as she watched the blonde leave the rec
bungalow. She stealthily followed her back to the cabin, waiting outside until
the girl had entered. Giving her a few minutes to let her get settled, she went
in, then stood by Townsend’s bedroom door for a few minutes, sniffing for
smoke. When nothing appeared awry, she decided that the young woman must have just
been tired, and headed off to bed herself.
* * *
The
next morning, Hennessey dutifully knocked on each bedroom door, then went to
pack up her things for class. She walked over to the dining room, had a
leisurely breakfast, then went to her room early. As the sweep second hand
passed the twelve, Townsend came barreling in, obviously having risen moments
earlier. Her hair was askew, her shirt was buttoned incorrectly, and her eyes
were so red she looked as though she’d had a severe allergic reaction. “Are you
all right?” Hennessey asked, slightly concerned.
“Fine,”
she grumbled, dropping inelegantly into a chair.
“Okay!”
Hennessey clapped her hands loudly, noting that Townsend flinched as though
she’d been hit by lightning. “I thought we’d spend some time having each of you
read your stories. I know this can be a little intimidating, but it’s the best
way to gain confidence in your writing. If you’re nervous, just remember that
we’re here to help you find your voice. You’ll never be criticized in this
class. Now, who wants to start?” She looked at the six blank faces, pointed to
a girl who was trying to sink into her desk and said, “Yes, Alison. Thanks for
volunteering.”
With
her eyes nearly popping from her head, the fourteen-year-old stood and began to
read, her voice thin and quaking. She managed to get through it, but she was
clearly on the verge of hyperventilating during the entire ordeal.
“Excellent!”
Hennessey’s voice boomed out. “Just great, Alison! Now, does anyone have any
feedback to offer?”
One
young woman raised her hand and said, “I love Dave Matthews, too. His last CD
was the bomb!”
“Well,
that’s something we can all agree on,” Hennessey said, smiling encouragingly.
“But what about the writing? Anyone?” She looked around again, six pairs of
eyes staring at the floor. “All right. There’s no requirement that we give
feedback — but it can be very helpful to hear from your peers. You’ll get
plenty of comments from me, but you’ll learn a lot from each other if you’ll
take the risk. Well, let’s move on. Townsend?”
The
blonde looked at her for a moment, then said, “I’d rather just hand mine in.”
“I
can understand that. It’s a little nerve wracking to read your thoughts aloud.
But it’s one of the ways we learn.”
The
girl gave her a lethal glare, then said, “No, it’s not that. You don’t want me
to read this.”
“Yes,
I do,” she insisted. “We’re here to learn from each other.”
“You
coulda told us we had to read ‘em aloud, you know.”
“I
didn’t want you to be nervous. Now, let’s give it a try, Townsend. It won’t be
that bad.”
“Your
funeral,” the girl said, getting to her feet. She cleared her throat, looked
around at the assembled young women, then rolled her eyes and began to read,
The Day The Earth Moved, by Townsend
Jameson Bartley.
I didn’t know her name. All I knew was
that she was hot — sizzling hot.
Five
pairs of eyes shot open and each of the younger girls sat up a little
straighter in their seats.
She picked me out as soon as she walked
into the bar. She bought me a drink, but that was just to waste time. She lived
close by and we went to her apartment. My clothes were off by the time we
reached her bedroom, and I was on my back — my favorite position, she said, snickering softly.
I don’t know how old she was — she
probably should have been in college, but she didn’t look like college
material. She smelled a little like gasoline, and there was grease embedded in
the skin around her fingernails. Her hands were callused and rough, and she was
rough with me, too. No flowers, no candy, no conversation. She had me on my
back with my legs open wide within minutes.
The
room was so silent that a pin dropping would have sounded like a bomb. Everyone
but Hennessey was shocked to the core, but the older woman just sat on the edge
of her desk — as usual — paying rapt, studied attention: her face composed, her
expression alert.
She spent a little time getting me
ready — but not as much as I would have liked. She played with my tits, then
worked on my clit for a minute. Not very exciting stuff. I was about ready to
get up and bolt, figuring I could go back to the bar and find someone better if
I hurried, but she brought this massive bottle of lube out and started to coat
her fingers with it. That was interesting enough to make me give her another
chance, so I waited until she slipped a finger into me. I swear I don’t know
what she did, but this woman knew how to finger-fuck.”
One
of the young women let out a startled gasp, and Townsend gave Hennessey an “I
told you so” look, but the older woman just looked at her rather blankly, then
gave her a half smile, encouraging her to continue.
With her finger working in and out of
me, I started to get into it, and she popped another one in. That felt even
better, and I didn’t even think of stopping her when she forced the third one
in. It was a little tight, but I loosened up eventually, and when she put her
little finger in — it sure didn’t feel little. She laughed wryly, looking around to find her
classmates staring at her as if she were speaking in tongues. But, much to
Townsend’s disappointment, Hennessey hadn’t moved or changed her expression.
She squirted a gob of lube onto her
hand, and I felt my mouth go dry — having a pretty good idea of what she was
gonna do.
“What
was she gonna do?” a timid, yet fascinated voice called out.
“I’m
getting to that,” Townsend sniffed. “All will be revealed.” She cleared her
throat and continued.
I was sure I couldn’t take it, but I
got the impression that I didn’t have an option, so I gritted my teeth and closed
my eyes. Suddenly, the woman spoke. ‘Don’t tighten up, bitch! Take a deep
breath and try to push me out — that’ll open you up.’
I did what she said, trying to squeeze
her out of me. Amazingly, I opened up like an oyster shell and she tucked her
thumb against her palm and slid in. I screamed, but I think it was shock as
much as pain. Actually, it didn’t hurt much at all, much to my surprise. The
most I’d ever had in me was three fingers — so this was a pretty big
accomplishment.
I was just lying there, feeling like I
was part of her arm, when she started to pump into me. Damn! It felt great to
have that big, rough hand inside me, but when she started to move it I thought
I’d die! It felt like she was fucking my whole body — not just my pussy. I
started shaking all over, and before I knew it I came like I’d never come
before.
It hurt like hell when she tried to
pull out, but after she waited for me to stop spasming, she got out without
tearing anything. I’ve never had a baby, but giving birth to that fist was
enough for me to cross that idea off my list entirely.
I’ve never been fucked that hard before
or since — but that night, that grimy fingered, gasoline scented-woman really
rocked my world.
She
smiled sickly at Hennessey, then said, “The
end,” and sat down in her chair.
“Wow,
powerful stuff, Townsend. Thanks for sharing it with us. I know how hard it can
be to share personal things like that — I’m very pleased that you took the
risk.” Looking around at the stunned faces she asked, “Any comments? I’m sure
Townsend would appreciate them. No one? Okay. I guess we’ll move on. Tiffany?”
Townsend
sank lower into her chair, attempting to stare a hole through her unflappable
teacher/house leader.
* * *
She
waited until the end of the day, having mulled the situation over in her head
for hours. “Hi, MaryAnn,” she said rather sheepishly when she knocked on the
headmaster's door after dinner. “I’ve got a problem I don’t think I can
handle.”
“Well,
that’s why I’m here, Hennessey. Come on in and let’s talk about it.”
The
younger woman walked into the house and sat down, her posture reflecting her
discomfort. “I feel like I’ve let you down, MaryAnn,” she said softly. “I just
don’t think I can handle Townsend.”
“What’s
wrong, Hennessey?”
Instead
of relating the incident, Hennessey just handed her the paper that her student
had written. The older woman read it, an eyebrow rising occasionally, but no
other expression on her face. When she finished, she handed it back and let out
a sigh. “What was the assignment? Tell us your most disgusting experience?”
“No,
they were supposed to write about a recent event that moved them emotionally.”
“Well,
other than being poorly written — there’s no emotion at all in this piece; this
seems like little more than a cry for help.”
“I
think so, too.” Hennessey’s brow was furrowed and she shook her head. “I think
she’s too troubled to even be on campus, MaryAnn. I’m afraid that she’ll
continue to do things like this and ruin camp for the other girls. That just
doesn’t seem fair.”
MaryAnn
got up and walked over to her wet bar. “You don’t mind if I have a drink, do
you, honey?”
“No,
not at all. It’s only when people have to drink the whole bottle that I have
any objections.” She said this with a smile on her face, but there was a
sadness in her eyes that was impossible to miss.
MaryAnn
poured her drink, a stiff gin and tonic, then sat back down. She took a long
sip, then smacked her lips and looked at the glass curiously. “I did put gin
into this, didn’t I?”
“Yeah.
A pretty hefty dose.” The young woman shrugged her shoulders and said, “Old
habit. I always watch to see how quickly the bottle will be gone.”
MaryAnn
went to the bar and opened the bottle, sniffing at the contents. “Well,
Hennessey, either Townsend brought a fifth of water to camp, or someone managed
to remove the gin and switch it out with water. Do you have any thoughts as to
whom the culprit might be?”
Hennessey
dropped her head into her hands. “Great! She’s not only out to drive me crazy,
she’s a cat burglar.”
“I
had my door locked,” MaryAnn nodded. “Granted, these aren’t the best locks in
the world, but you’d need some experience to get in without leaving a trace.”
“What
do we do, MaryAnn? We can’t have her robbing people.”
“Look,
Hennessey, I don’t want to put you into a position that you don’t feel able to
handle, but I can’t think of a person in this camp better equipped to try to
get this kid to see what this kind of alcohol abuse can do to her. I’m not
ready to give up, yet, and I hope you’ll take another stab at her.”
“That’s
exactly what I’d like to do,” the young woman grumbled. “With an ax.”
“I
can see how frustrated you are, really, I can. But part of my mission here is
to reach kids that most need the help.”
Hennessey
nodded. “You did that for me.”
“I
hope we did, Hennessey. Now, I’m not asking for a quid pro quo here; I’m just
asking you to give it another try.”
“But
what about class? I can’t have her exposing the younger girls to this kind of
smut.”
“Then
make your topics more specific. Give them a topic where they don’t have as much
latitude for going off the deep end. Don’t let this little scamp get her way
again, Hennessey. You’re smarter than she is, you’re more resourceful, and
you’re more empathetic. I have complete confidence in you.”
“I
hate it when you try to make me feel like I’m better than I really am,” the
young woman groused, unable to hide a grin.
“I’ve
yet to do that, Hennessey. You’re every bit the woman that I think you are.”
* * *
She
took a long walk around the compound, trying to decide how to let Townsend know
she was aware of her latest prank. It was almost 9:00 when she found herself
back at the bungalow, still unsure of her plan. The light was on in Townsend’s
room, and after a brief knock, Hennessey entered.
The
younger woman was sitting on her bed, drawing on a large sketchpad. Hennessey
sat on the edge of the bed and looked over the top of the pad. “I didn’t know
that you could draw.”
“I
can’t. I just play around with it.” For a change, Townsend was relaxed and
unguarded, her protective shell nowhere to be seen. She took a swig off her
liter water bottle, and Hennessey twitched her head in the direction of the
bottle.
“I
just went on a very long walk and I’m parched. Can I have a sip?”
“Uhm
… no, no, I uhm … think I’m coming down with a cold. I’ll get you a fresh
bottle from the refrigerator.”
Reaching
out quickly, Hennessey said, “I have a very good immune system. I’ll risk it.”
She lifted the bottle to her lips and let a few drops trickle in. Handing the
bottle back, she asked, “Not even a mixer, Townsend?”
Looking
at her with a bored expression, the blonde said, “Should I pack now or wait
until the morning?”
“That
depends. Since you’re gonna have to walk to wherever it is you’re going, you
might want to travel light.”
“Come
on! You have to kick me out! I broke into the headmaster’s house!”
“Uh-huh,
you sure did. You should have seen her face when she mixed herself a nice, big
water and tonic.” The smile on Hennessey’s face was gentle, and warm,
thoroughly confusing the younger woman.
“Is
my mother paying extra to keep me here? What in the fuck is going on?”
“We
agreed to teach you a few things this summer, Townsend. We fully intend to do
that. You’ll be going home — in August, with everyone else.”
“Why
are you torturing me? I don’t want to be here!”
“Correct
me if I’m wrong, but you seem like the kind of woman who doesn’t want to be
anywhere. You remind me just a little bit of my mom.”
“Lucky
you.”
“Not
really,” she said. “It’s painful to see someone your age who looks to be in so
much turmoil. At least my mom’s thirty-two.”
The
girl did the math, looking at Hennessey dubiously. “You mean forty-two, don’t
you?”
“Nope.
She’s thirty-two. Just past her fifteenth birthday when she gave birth to me.”
“Fuck,”
Townsend mumbled. “Why didn’t she get an abortion?”
“Thanks,”
Hennessey said dryly. “It’s nice to know you’re so pleased with my presence on
the planet.”
“Oh,
that’s not what I meant. I don’t know much about you, but where I come from no
one would let their fifteen-year-old daughter have a baby.”
“Well,
that’s what the state thought when they severed her parental rights,” Hennessey
agreed. “Of course, they had a good reason. The house was on fire and she was
passed out, dead drunk, on the sofa. Her lit cigarette had dropped onto the
floor and started a smoldering fire. Good thing the carpet was so threadbare.
It didn’t go up as fast as it would have if it had been plush. Luckily, the
fireman ran back in the house when the neighbors told him there was a baby
there.”
“Jesus,
fuck! How old were you?”
“Mmm
… I think I was a month old, maybe a little less.”
“Damn,
Hennessey! Where were her parents?”
“At
their house, I guess. My parents were married when I was born — they had a
little place on the wrong side of the wrong side of the tracks. ‘Course that's
the one that burned down. So after everything got settled, my daddy and I moved
into his parents’ home. My grandparents raised me.”
“Shit,”
the younger woman mumbled. “Don’t they have some minimum age for getting
married down here?”
“Yes,
Townsend, even down here there is an age of consent. But it’s only fourteen
with parental consent. Where I’m from, having an illegitimate child still bears
a stigma.”
The
blonde actually looked contrite for a moment, then muttered, “I’m sorry. Do you
see your mother at all?”
“Oh,
sure. Right before I left, she came to see me and say goodbye. ‘Course, she
tried to wheedle ten bucks off of me. Said it was for food — as usual, but the
only food she ever buys is eighty proof. I’d be amazed if she weighs ninety
pounds, and she’s at least as tall as you are.”
“God
damn … you must hate her.”
Hennessey’s
eyes opened wide. “I most certainly do not! She’s my mamma, I’ll always love
her. I just can’t save her from herself.”
“But
how can you love someone who treats you that way? Jesus, she almost killed
you!”
“She
has a disease, Townsend. She’s so far gone in her illness that I’m quite sure
it’ll kill her — probably before she’s forty But how can you hate someone who
already hates herself so badly? Yes, she breaks my heart; yes, I’d give
anything to have had a real mother when I was growing up; yes, I wish she
hadn’t come to my grade school, blind drunk, begging me for my milk money in
front of the other kids; yes, there have been times when I wished she had never
been born. But she was, and I was, and we just have to make the best out of it.
I swear I’ll miss her when she’s gone.”
Townsend
was quiet for a while, looking everywhere but into Hennessey’s eyes. “Why do I
remind you of her?”
Reaching
out with a gentle hand, Hennessey touched Townsend’s chin and lifted it until
they were facing each other. “Because you’re the age she was when she was
hospitalized for drinking herself into a coma, and I can only guess that you
must somehow be bedeviled by the same kind of pain.” She saw the young woman
flinch at this revelation, obviously reminded of her own recent
hospitalization. Hennessey stood up and took the liter of gin. “It’s not too
late, Townsend. You’re right on the cusp of addiction. It’s a hell of a lot
easier to turn back now than it will be later. Don’t go down that path.” She
closed her eyes for a moment, then added just one word, spoken in a hoarse
voice. “Please.”
* * *