The following story is an original work. It’s a story of awakening, young love and the
power of the human spirit. The story
unapologetically contains erotic lesbian sex, so if that bothers you, then
don’t read it.
The characters are fictional and any similarity
to individuals living or dead is purely coincidental. All military operations and missions
portrayed are fictional and the subjects previously declassified. As to my personal interpretation of
events? I’ll let you decide what’s real
and what is pure imagination.
In all seriousness, this story is dedicated to
all the brave lesbian and gay members of the U.S. military who sadly, must
still serve silently. Enjoy and please
send your thoughts to lkb533@verizon.net.
Faithful Service/Silent
Hearts
By Lynette Mae
Chapter One
March 1982
A dismally cold drizzle fell steadily, beating an erratic rhythm
on the canvass portable awning above their heads. The taller woman dressed in an immaculately
pressed military uniform reached out to grasp her sister’s hand, her eyes
falling briefly to the swell of her sister’s abdomen telegraphing the life
growing within. A life for a life. As if
hearing her thoughts her sister placed her right hand on her very large
stomach.
“…evidence of a life well lived that will be rewarded in heaven…”
the priest was speaking.
Evidence?
Not usually. Devon was only five, her sister seven and her
brother two, when dear old dad walked out the door and never returned, leaving
his former high school sweetheart with nothing except three kids, overdue bills
and no money. After that, her mom started drinking, smoking, yelling and
hitting. Her sister took on the role of
protector, doing her best to keep her younger siblings out of the line of fire
when mom’s wrath escalated into physical assault. Mostly though, the damage inflicted was
invisible as the venomous words sliced into their psyches, eating at their
confidence from the inside like acid.
Even now, words like ‘idiot’ and ‘stupid’ stung the ever-raw wounds on
her heart like a pound of salt poured on a fresh six inch gash.
“…the blessings of children are our hope for the future…”
Blessings? Devon stared at the grey sky, her thoughts drifting. She doubted that her mother ever thought of
her as a blessing. Thunder clapped in
the distance reminding Devon of the sharp snap of the leather belt just before
punishment was exacted for any number of offenses. Climbing trees and tearing her dress
again. Whack. Playing baseball with
the boys and skinning her knee when she knew she was supposed to be playing
Barbies inside with the girls. Whack, whack. Writing Devon + Jean on her notebook
outlined with a heart. Bam! That one earned her a split lip and
an order to leave as soon as she turned eighteen.
“…We commend our sister’s soul.
Lord, bless these children for the loss of their mother and comfort them
in their sorrow. In the name of the
Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, Amen.” The
priest concluded, making the sign of the cross over the mahogany casket. Devon and her sister stepped forward to
place single red roses in the center of the highly polished wood.
Her sister wiped away tears that streamed down her cheeks and
Devon was surprised to feel stinging in her own eyes. What was that about? The reverend approached with a sympathetic
expression on his face. “I’m very sorry
for your loss, God bless.” He said taking each woman’s hand in turn. “If
there’s anything the church or I can do…” He forced a thin smile.
“Thank you, father,” Her sister answered. Devon said nothing. What could she talk to
him about?
“I’ll wait for you at the car,” she said almost to herself. She snugged her hat onto her head as she
stepped from under the canopy. The rain
had finally stopped, the sun intermittently burning through in flashes of
light, quickly doused by the fast moving clouds before peaking out
again. Devon made her way through the
rows of headstones to the waiting limousine, having no inclination to endure
the disingenuous words of comfort from the remaining mourners.
She held the rear door of the huge black car open for her sister
and brother in law to enter ahead of her before climbing in and closing the
door behind them. Devon stared out the
window as they drove in silence. When
they pulled up in front of the house, she recalled the last time she had
ever tried to talk to her mother about anything that mattered to her. It was the last day of her Christmas break in
her senior year in college. Devon was
excited about graduating in the spring and had started thinking about the
military as a career option. Maybe it
was the prospect of having a steady income with the opportunity to travel and
see things that she never thought possible growing up on the poor south side of
Pittsburgh that attracted her to the idea.
“The Army? You?” Came the
acrid response, “This may be your stupidest goddamned idea yet. You won’t last
a week and then what? What kind of job is a History degree gonna get you
anyway?” Devon felt herself shrinking under the contemptuous stare, feeling
like the small helpless child she once was.
“You’ll never amount to anything. Just don’t think you can come back
here when they throw your ass out.” With that, her mother got up and walked to
the liquor cabinet to get the bottle of Seagram’s 7.
That response had struck Devon like a slap in the face. It stung in her heart, but she realized now
that it also fueled a new certainty inside of her. She remembered looking steadily back into her
mother’s face and seeing no encouragement whatsoever. She opened her mouth to retort that she had
gotten her degree; the last semester was a formality because she already
finished all the requirements, but knowing that her mom thought that history
was a useless major, she clamped her jaw shut.
At that moment, she told herself that she would go, and she
would stick it out, no matter what. The calmness of that decision was
soothing to her soul. Many days she
wondered if she had made a mistake, but now, she felt only the certainty that
she had done exactly the right thing for her life. She wouldn’t change a thing. Now she felt a sense of purpose as though she
was beginning to find her place in the world.
The Army had given her confidence.
Confidence! Imagine that. It was a new and exhilarating feeling to
Devon. Completing Officer Candidate
School was a huge accomplishment and the upcoming intelligence school was only
offered to the top percentile of each class.
The life she dreamed of was within her reach.
They walked inside the house that they had spent nearly their
entire lives in. Devon thought she
should feel some pangs of emotion, maybe the urge to find just the right
memento to remind her of her childhood.
Strangely, she felt nothing but a desire to run back to the new life she
was building. Her life.
“You can go through the
house and pick out anything you want, Dev.” Her sister was saying.
“No. You can have
everything. Keep it. Sell it.
Whatever, Leigh.” Devon said
without emotion. She would stay long
enough to help her sister pack up the house and not a day longer. She loved her sister more than anyone in the
world, but something was missing inside Devon and she knew without a doubt
whatever it was she wasn’t going to find it here.
Her company commander had told her to take her time returning, she
could take the next airborne school if she didn’t make it back in time. Devon didn’t want to wait. She didn’t exactly know what it was she was
looking for, but she sensed a change coming just around the next corner and she
wasn’t going to miss it. Three days
later she boarded the military transport plane bound for Airborne school at Ft.
Benning, Georgia, eager to put the past behind her and embrace her wide open
future.
Chapter 2
September, near Boston, MA
The lieutenant stepped through the double doors into the officer’s
barracks. Removing her beret as she
entered, she stuffed it into the side pocket of the left leg of her camouflage
pants. She balanced her loaded duffle bag on her right shoulder and her orders
tucked under her arm.
“Excuse me,” she addressed the young private seated at the desk,
who had been staring at a TV screen.
As he looked up he recognized the lieutenant’s bars and bolted
from his chair, immediately snapping to attention, “Yes ma’am!” it came out as
a sharp cry.
“Relax soldier,” she said easily, dropping her bag on the floor in
front of her. Devon was still
unaccustomed to the rank structure that required enlisted personnel to jump
into a rigid pose and salute. In her mind she was still just like them. He saw the kindness in her eyes and forced
himself to stand easy.
Devon slid a copy of her orders across the desk to him, “Can that
log tell you where I’ll be bunking?”
“Yes, ma’am, I’ll get that for you.”
The lieutenant looked around at her new surroundings; typical
military standard drab décor. She sighed
as she leaned forward on the counter, running a hand through her hair,
realizing for the first time just how tired she was. Checking her watch, she saw in was 2015 hours. Her marathon day had begun at 0430 with a
ride to the airport on a cramped shuttle, followed by several flight delays and
transferring planes in D.C.
Consequently, she arrived in Boston four hours late. She closed her eyes and rubbed them with her
thumb and forefinger wishing this kid would hurry up so that she could finally
get some rest.
The helpful young man
turned back to the lieutenant and seeing that her eyes were closed as she
rubbed her forehead, he allowed himself an appreciative gaze at her. The gold lieutenant’s bars were subdued and
stitched into her collar, usually indicating some kind of tactical
training. The butter bar lieutenants
right out of OCS always wore the flashy pin on rank insignias. His eyes flipped to her right chest and
shoulder area and sure enough found the airborne wings and ranger sleeve
patch.
He noted her tan muscular forearms that extended beyond the rolled
up uniform sleeves and she had a simple beauty to her face. Her hair, although somewhat disheveled from
her hands raking through it, still maintained a professional appearance. When she looked up at him with her piercing
light blue eyes, he blushed and looked away.
Not noticing the man’s reaction, Devon asked, “Did you find it,
private?”
“Yes, ma’am,” he stammered, “you will be in room 214, with
Lieutenant. Gray.” He moved around to
the front of the counter to grab her bag.
“I’ve got it,” she placed a hand on his arm to stop his advance.
“If you’re sure, ma’am,” he looked uncertain.
“I am. Thank you.” With that, she slung the duffle bag back onto
her shoulder and headed for the stairs.
Once on the second floor,
Devon found her assigned room was at the center of the hall, and unlike the
other rooms, the doorways to it and the next room faced inward, toward each
other. She stopped momentarily at the
closed door, aware that the room may be occupied. The white card to the right of the door read,
‘1LT J. Gray’, below that was a blank line, where she presumed her name would
now be added.
To be polite, she knocked softly and paused. Hearing nothing, she leaned forward to put
the key in the lock. The door suddenly
swung open, nearly causing Devon to lose her balance and fall into the
room. A strong hand grabbed her firmly
by the arm preventing the inevitable embarrassment that would have ensued. That
was a graceful entrance, knucklehead.
“Whoa, you okay, there?” the voice was a buttery smooth southern
drawl. Devon looked up at her new roommate, somewhat flustered, she pulled her
arm away quickly, probably too quickly.
It was more of a jerk that Devon instantly thought must have seemed
rude.
“Yeah, I’m fine,” she said, unable to hide the irritation evident in her voice.
“Okay,” the other woman dragged out the word, backing up a couple
of steps and raising her hands in the air, “Sorry.”
Devon forced a smile to hide her embarrassment. “No, ma’am, I’m
sorry,” She knew she had made a tactical error in her curt response; after all,
this woman did outrank her. Her eyes
unconsciously moved to the silver bars on the other woman’s collar that trumped
the gold ones on her own.
“Ma’am?” the accent drew
the word out making it seem much longer than one syllable painted with
sarcasm. “How ‘bout you grab your bag
and come back in and we’ll start this all over again?”
Devon nodded, still feeling off balance, but relieved that the LT
didn’t seem to take offense to her brusque behavior. She retrieved her bag from the hall and
dropped it beside the empty bottom bunk, while her roommate closed the
door. Upon turning around, Devon was
pleased to see a warm smile and outstretched hand advancing across the
room.
“Hello,” her bright smile complimenting the melodic tone of her
voice, “I’m Jillian Gray, and I’m very pleased to meet you.”
Her soft brown eyes sparkled with flecks of gold as they met
Devon’s with a welcoming look. She had
thick auburn hair cut just above shoulder length that framed an even featured
face, and was about an inch taller than the blonde. Devon took her hand, delighted
by the firmness of her grip and captivated by the depths of her warm brown eyes.
“Devon James,” She smiled widely in response. Her gaze drifted to the expressive mouth,
feeling a strange heat spread through her from the point of contact with Jillian’s
hand.
“My pleasure, Devon.
Welcome.” Jillian realized she was still holding Devon’s hand and
quickly released it. She indicated the
chest of drawers on the other side of the room, “That one is empty, if you want
to unpack.”
“Thanks, I want to get out of these boots,” Devon replied. Devon changed out of her uniform into a grey
sleeveless t-shirt, with ARMY printed in dark green block letters across the
chest, and a pair of dark green drawstring shorts. As she unpacked her bag and made up her bunk,
the women engaged in light conversation.
Jillian explained that she was in her second month of school, a class
ahead of the one Devon was about to start.
“Did you get a chance to eat today?” Jillian rose to move toward
the refrigerator, “I don’t have much, but would a sandwich do?” She pulled two beers off the door, holding
one out to Devon.
“Thanks,” popping the top, she took a long drink, savoring the
taste as the cold beverage went down easily. “I grabbed a bite on the way here,
so I’m good.”
“So, where are you from?” Jillian asked.
“I grew up in Pennsylvania; my sister still lives there,” the
junior lieutenant responded, taking another long pull on the beer. “And by the
sound of that accent of yours…I’m guessing Tennessee, Kentucky maybe?” she
raised an eyebrow and gave Jillian another quick flash of her bright smile.
“You are right! Kentucky. How’d you know that?” Her eyes sparkled
as she returned Devon’s smile.
“I had a friend in basic training that had the same accent, so I
figured.” She shrugged.
Jillian was struck by the simple explanation because what it meant
was that this woman was someone who actually listens. No doubt she had probably plenty of time to
talk with another recruit in three months of basic training, but she had only
been here a couple hours and was able to discern the dialect. She had a good ear. Clearly, if she had been selected for this
training, her test scores were in the top 5 percentile of the candidates. Attentive
and intelligent.
For the first time, she really looked at her new roommate. Her slightly shorter frame was tightly
sculpted muscle, her face beautifully handsome and that thick, wavy blond hair
just begged to have fingers run through it.
When Devon looked deliberately back at her, meeting her stare openly
with achingly beautiful ice blue eyes, Jillian was suddenly flushed and cleared
her throat.
“Well, I guess you must be exhausted from your long day,” she
managed.
Devon looked at her watch, surprised to see that it was past
midnight. She couldn’t remember the last
time she had lost track of time, really enjoying a simple conversation,
particularly with someone she hardly knew.
She wasn’t used to letting her guard down with strangers and she
wondered why tonight was different.
During her entire life, she had only had one really close friend, and
with the exception of her sister, she pretty much kept to herself. But, hitting it off with Jillian was
definitely a good thing because they would be sharing this space for maybe six
months, and Devon was happy that they seemed to be compatible.
“Yeah, you’re right, it has been a long day,” she agreed. Devon stood up and felt her fatigue in every
muscle. She grabbed her toothbrush, soap and a towel, heading for the bathroom.
A short time later, they killed the lights and the newcomer was
asleep nearly as soon as her head hit the pillow. Jillian lay on the top bunk, staring at the
ceiling, smiling as she recalled the evening.
She pictured in her mind the attractive blond lieutenant who occupied
the bed below her, feeling a warm comfort inside that she couldn’t
explain. Maybe it was the cute way she
had fallen into the room when she arrived, or the easy conversation and the way
she listened so intently, or maybe it was those excruciatingly beautiful blue
eyes… Jesus. You really need to get
laid this weekend. Jillian decided
it was best not to read too much into a first meeting, better still not to lust
after the new lieutenant, even though she was drop dead gorgeous.
#
First Lieutenant Jillian Gray walked smartly across the large
expanse of the ‘quad’, an open grassy area about the size of a football field
that served as the common area between the tall brick buildings lined with
large satellite antenna dishes where training classes were conducted and the
shorter buildings to the east that served as the housing areas. On special
occasions such as class graduations, or promotional ceremonies, the area also
functioned as a parade ground. It was just before five p.m. and the sun was starting
to sink low in the western sky.
She was thinking how glad she was that the week was over, looking
forward to the weekend and some well deserved relaxation and who knows, just
maybe a romantic rendezvous. Maybe that hot little red head will be at the
club again. Lost in her musings of possibilities, Jillian didn’t hear the
jogger approaching from behind. She
jumped as she was slapped on the back unexpectedly.
“Hey, you!” the now familiar muscular form pulled up from a full
run to match the other woman’s stride.
“Got out of school late, huh?” Devon asked through deep breaths. She was finishing her run, and her skin was
shiny with sweat, droplets clung to the tips of her hair above her collar and
her tank top molded to her torso as it absorbed the moisture.
“Yeah, I had a project to
finish,” Jillian’s stare lingered a moment on the bare skin, flush from her
workout. She resisted the urge to touch her finger to the large bead of sweat
running from under Devon’s ear down the muscle at the side of her neck.
Devon nodded. They walked a
few moments in silence. “I guess you’ll be heading into the city for the
weekend?”
“Yep, that’s the plan,” Jillian returned, “I have a friend who
wants to take me for a night on the town.”
“That sounds fun.” Devon’s said quietly. In the three weeks since
she had arrived, Jillian had gone away every weekend. She never said where she went, just ‘the
city’. The younger woman tried to hide a
wave of disappointment, thinking about another solitary weekend. Devon found Jillian totally engaging,
relishing the quick wit and sense of humor on display nightly. They talked
about everything and nothing late into the evening as their companionable first
meeting developed quickly into a friendship.
Devon had been used to a somewhat solitary life and it surprised her to
realize that she missed Jillian when she was away.
Jillian mulled over Devon’s obvious reaction to the mention of her
weekend plans. She liked spending time
together, so it wasn’t that she needed space.
Quite the opposite, many times she fantasized about that gorgeous body
molded to hers on the dance floor or sharing a private joke in a truly
unguarded moment away from the base.
Yeah, there were lots of worse things than having such a great looking
woman accompany her on a weekend of fun.
She wanted to ask her to Boston, but there were just so many
things to consider. She wasn’t
absolutely certain that the athletic, somewhat solitary new lieutenant would
even be comfortable at the establishments that Jillian frequented on her
weekend trips. Then there were the others to consider. If she was wrong about the cute second
lieutenant, she would put them all in jeopardy.
It was one thing for her to take the risk on her own, but entirely
another to involve her friends. Then
again, her radar usually didn’t miss much, and she was sure that she had caught
those blue eyes watching her with a bit more interest than the average
female.
“What are you thinking?” the intense eyes were questioning as
Jillian let out an unintentional chuckle at her thoughts. Oh, yeah, I’ll bet you are a blast. She drew in a deep breath,
savoring the wicked thought.
“What?” Devon asked again.
She had to smile at the devilishly playful expression on Jillian’s
face.
“Nothing,” her face masked over, recovering from the momentary
lustful lapse. Suddenly, trusting her instincts, Jillian plunged ahead.
“Why don’t you come with us?” She watched the blue eyes dance, but
Devon’s face was still cautious.
“Are you sure? I wouldn’t want to intrude.”
“Nonsense,” she insisted, “It’s all settled, and my friends are
going to love you.”
“Thanks!” Devon’s brilliant smile appeared, “I just need a few
minutes to shower and throw a bag together.”
“Okay, I’ll go round up the gang and let them know you’ll be
joining us. With that, she hurried off down the hall, calling over her
shoulder, “Be ready in thirty minutes.”
Chapter 3
The group’s Friday night regular spot, Rumors, was a small pool
hall located at the east end of what the locals called the combat zone. Lagrange Street, just outside of Chinatown
and about a mile from Boston Common, teemed with exotic nightlife as the group
of women made their way to the pub. Devon
had never seen or been in such a place.
Street performers lined the sidewalks along with hustlers, gamblers and
assorted other street inhabitants. Male
and female couples walked proudly, arms around each other’s waists, drag queens
and kings smiled in acknowledgement of their group as they walked by. Devon was amazed at the scenery and a bit
surprised when she felt her heart pounding with a bit of excitement.
Claiming a wooden table large enough for six at the back of the
bar, they settled onto stools. A thin,
rather butch looking redhead wearing a low cut very tight black t-shirt and a
white apron around her waist approached the table. “Whaddayahave ladies?”
Jillian ordered two pitchers of beer with six glasses. Amused, she
watched Devon staring wide-eyed in amazement at the surroundings. When the beer arrived, the women raised their
glasses, toasting the weekend ahead. All
of the women were attending advanced training on the same base, but some were
in different courses and had not previously met Devon before tonight.
Jillian, who was seated next to Devon, obviously was the
quasi-leader of the group. She directed
much of the conversation and it was clear that the others placed a great deal
of stock in her opinions. Devon noted
that a few of the women regarded her suspiciously, and she thought she heard a
brunette at the end of the table ask the red head next to her if ‘James was okay’.
When Jillian asked her to shoot a game of pool, Devon happily
agreed, anxious to escape the scrutiny of those seated around the table. She
didn’t tell her that she had never played before. As they moved toward the table, Jillian
asked, “Everything okay?”
“Sure,” then she added nodding back toward the table, “Is
everything okay with your friends?”
“Yeah, why?”
“I don’t know, they just seem like…well…I don’t quite fit in.”
Devon’s discomfort made her eyes cloud over and Jillian felt a stab of pain in
her stomach.
She wanted Devon to have a good time, but she understood the
other’s hesitance. So much was at stake,
their careers, their reputations; everything depended upon the utmost
confidentiality. She wanted so much to
come right out and say it. To tell Devon
that it had nothing really to do with her; it was just the fear of being
discovered. Jillian had hoped that something would come up in conversation on
the ride up, or at least by now. Christ,
doesn’t she realize there are no men in this bar? Military careers and
lesbians, actually all gays, weren’t supposed to coexist, at least not
according to the rules. Maybe I was wrong
to bring you.
Shaking off the haze of doubt, Jillian thought about the reasons
she had invited Devon along, aside from her physical attraction to her, of
course. She had never heard the woman
mention any men in her life, in fact she didn’t say much about her personal
life at all, with the exception of bragging about her new nephew.
Jillian had often seen the not so subtle glances from countless
GI’s as they walked around the base, but it was as if Devon didn’t even notice
them. At school, the guys milled around,
like sharks circling prey, and as the weeks went by Jillian increasingly felt
the urge to drive a fist into the face of the next one who made a lewd comment
to the others whenever she was out of earshot.
Even now, among her friends she felt the overwhelming urge to protect
Devon. Maybe it was the fourth beer
starting to have an effect on her judgment, but for the second time in a day
she decided to trust her gut.
“Don’t worry about them, they just play hard to get. They’ll be fine. Ready to play?” she
indicated the pool table, grinning broadly at her opponent.
“Is it too late to tell you I’ve never done this?” Devon said
sheepishly.
“Really? Well, you’ve come to the right place then. Let me show
you how it’s done.”
Jillian racked the balls on the table, and then demonstrated how
to break. She called stripes and began
methodically working her way around the table, skillfully making four
successive shots. Her student watched
intently. When the teacher missed the next shot, and it was Devon’s turn, she
tried to line up her first shot. Years
of practice told Jillian that the angle was hopelessly wrong for the shot, but
she let her try it so that she would see what happened. The green ball sailed across the table
harmlessly.
“Oh, I really suck at this,” Devon laughed.
“You just need a lesson. May I?” Jillian smiled.
“Please,” Devon held out the stick with her left hand.
“No, you line up a shot and we’ll start again.” Gillian
instructed. Devon bent at the waist and
leaned over the table pointing the stick toward the cue ball. She felt Jillian step close behind her,
thighs pressing lightly into the back of her own. Reaching around Devon’s
shoulders she placed her hands lightly over the other woman’s to grasp the cue
stick. Devon felt Jillian’s breath in
her ear and on her neck, sending a quiver throughout her body.
Softly, Jillian said, “You draw an imaginary line through the cue
ball into the ball you want to hit and line it up with the pocket. Can you see
what I mean?”
She breathed deeply taking in the scent of clean, light cologne
combined with fragrant shampoo.
Unconsciously she pressed closer to Devon’s back. Pulling back on the pool stick together, they
knocked the solid orange ball into the side pocket. Both women laughed out loud.
When Jillian stood up she felt a bit dizzy and her body tingled
where it had been in contact with Devon’s.
Her voice was tight, “Great shot.”
Devon leaned a hip on the corner of the pool table to steady
herself against a sudden feeling of lightheadedness, her legs felt wobbly and
her breathing oddly uneven. She thought
that the beer was starting to have an effect on her. She rubbed a hand over her face and breathed
deeply to clear her head of the intoxicating feeling. Looking up a few moments later, Jillian was
standing directly in front of her, their faces inches apart, the soft brown
eyes studying her with concern.
“You okay?”
The southern twang always made Devon want to smile, and she broke
into a wide grin. Jillian gazed at the beauty, catching her breath, her heart
hammering in her chest. When their eyes met, Jillian felt herself falling into
deep pools of blue and she grabbed the table on either side of Devon’s legs to
control the urge to kiss her fully right then and there. The air in the inches
between them was alive and charged, heavy like the feeling of an approaching
thunderstorm. Jillian watched the blood
pulsing forcefully in the vein of Devon’s neck.
Neither woman moved, transfixed in the heat of the moment, breathing the
same air.
Pushing upright again, Jillian stepped back desperately needing
her mug of beer. Confused by the abrupt withdrawal, Devon asked, “Are you
alright?”
“Yeah,” she replied a bit shakily, “I just need another beer.”
With that, she moved back to the safety of the large table filled with other
people.
Watching Devon follow to rejoin the group Jillian grasped her mug
with both hands, afraid that she couldn’t keep from touching that soft skin
again when Devon sat down next to her. To the Kentucky woman’s surprise, Devon
slid her stool closer as they joined in the raucous conversation going on
within the group. No one else could see their legs slightly touching beneath
the table.
Before the end of the night, Devon felt as though the group had
begun to accept her, making her happy beyond words. What she didn’t realize is that the women had
observed those moments of contact between she and Jillian with amused
interest. They took note of the
flustered look about the usually cool, confident Jillian Gray whenever the new
girl was near. The women also noted that Devon was neither overly eager nor
uncomfortable with the group’s obvious sexuality, she quietly assimilated
without effort. The buzz that had filled the room was strong enough that each
one of them felt it, and they, like their unofficial leader realized that they
had a good feeling about their new friend. But for Jillian, the feeling was
beginning to take on a much deeper meaning that both excited and frightened her
to her core.
#
Saturday night was dance night, and the lively group of women
dressed to kill entered the night club, moving to the pulsing beat even as they
stepped through the entrance. The group threaded their way through the huge
space, packed tightly with more women than Devon had ever seen assembled in one
place. Just as she had the previous night, Devon was wide-eyed taking in the
myriad of sights and sounds around her.
“Hey, Devon, new kid on the
block buys the first round,” the brunette who had been cautious of her the
night before called in a friendly tone. Her name was Julie and Devon had
learned from last night’s conversation that she and Jillian had met in ROTC,
and had for a time, been an item.
“Not a problem,” Devon grinned at her. She liked Julie. “So what’s
everybody having?”
After getting several orders for beers, and assorted mixed drinks,
Julie took pity on Devon, and offered to assist her at the bar. Julie was twenty six, roughly the same height
as Devon, with a slender build, dark green eyes and shoulder length brown hair.
She fixed Devon with a serious but friendly stare as they stood at the bar
awaiting service.
“So what gives, kid?”
“Excuse me?” Devon was puzzled by the question and her attention
was divided as she attempted to get the bartender’s attention.
“You family or what?” still, the question made no sense. The music
was loud and Devon couldn’t understand.
Leaning in closer to Julie so that she could hear, she asked, “I’m
sorry, did you ask about my family?”
Julie waved her hand to disregard, she was obviously getting
nowhere, this one was a tough nut to crack, and that’s for sure. Watching the
fair haired lieutenant capture the bartender’s undivided attention ahead of
many others holding dollars out for service, she shook her head and
grinned. She has no idea the affect she
has on women.
Jillian made her way back to the table after dancing several fast
songs with a hot brunette who had been making eyes at her all evening. She was all smiles and sweaty from the
aerobic workout of the dances. Leaning
into Devon with her left shoulder she grinned sideways at her, “Having fun?”
“You bet,” Devon returned the grin. She was suddenly very aware of
the way the gold highlights in Jillian’s eyes danced in the flashing lights of
the club. Wanting to look away, but unable, Devon blushed slightly. She reached for her beer, taking a long slow
drink, her eyes riveted on Jillian.
Jillian returned the steady gaze fixing on those impossibly
beautiful eyes, and then she allowed her eyes to drift over Devon’s face. A
stray lock of light curl was hanging above her left eye and Jillian reached out
to brush it back. She detected no
movement from Devon at her touch, save the slow rise of her chest as she took
in a deep breath, and her eyes that seemed to turn a bit deeper blue. Jillian leaned forward intent on placing a
feather light kiss on the soft lips when the brunette she had danced with
earlier suddenly appeared next to her.
Devon looked at the woman and then back to Jillian, her eyes now
distant. Feeling Devon withdraw Jillian
hesitated, unaccountably uncertain.
“C’mon, beautiful, you still owe me another dance,” the brunette
prodded. With that she tugged Jillian
back toward the pulsing lights of the dance floor.
From the dance floor Jillian stared over at the table where Devon
and the rest of her friends were enjoying the evening. The dark haired woman in
her arms nuzzled against her neck and rubbed a palm against her chest as they
swayed with the music. “Mmm, you feel so
good,” she murmured.
Jillian focused her attention on the woman in her arms. The woman’s hands roamed freely under her
t-shirt until her thumb stopped on her nipple and began flicking it
lightly. Jillian felt a swell of arousal
between her thighs and her nipples harden under the exploring touch. She could absolutely spend some quality
physical time with this beauty. Running
a hand through the long dark hair as she felt the brunette’s thigh sliding
between her legs making her muscles twitch, Jillian looked into hungry eyes. Yes. This was the distraction she needed.
“How ‘bout you take me back to your place?” her dance partner
purred.
As she considered the proposal, Jillian’s eyes fell on Devon’s
long lean form that she noticed was now standing, back to the table, watching
them. For the first time in memory, she couldn’t bring herself to accept the
advances of a more than willing, very pretty woman. Stepping back from the embrace, she said
apologetically, “Sorry, I can’t tonight, maybe some other time.”
“That is a pity,” the dark haired woman pouted.
Jillian left the dance floor, making her way back to the table of
military women. She felt out of sorts and confused by her actions tonight, so
she safely moved to the opposite side of the table from where Devon stood. Julie, who had been watching Jillian and
Devon’s unspoken intensity all weekend, smiled to herself recognizing the
wanting glint in her former lover’s eyes when she looked at the attractive new
addition to the group. How long before
she realizes she is falling for that hot little thing?
Chapter 4
The following Friday night, Devon and Jillian were working
furiously to clean and polish their room for the monthly Saturday morning
mandatory inspection. Jillian hated these weekends because it interrupted her
standing plans for a weekend off the military base, those rare hours where she
could relax somewhat and be herself.
Nobody in Boston cared if she was a lesbian, in fact, she found
the company of many women who were quite pleased to learn that they were
exactly what she was looking for. Jillian
didn’t see anything wrong with her weekend trysts, she always ensured that her
partner for the evening was over eighteen, and she had never had the slightest
bit of trouble finding a willing collaborator.
But, here they were, wasting a perfectly good Friday buffing the floor
and shining shoes.
“Jill, what’s up? You’re awful quiet tonight,” Devon was putting
the final polish on the floor using a towel under the buffer pad, pleased that
the resulting shine was smooth as glass.
She noticed that Jillian was very distracted during the week, and at
first she figured it would pass, but now she was starting to worry that she had
done something to anger her. They hadn’t
had any cross words or anything that Devon could think of; it seemed that it
started after they left the dance club in Boston last Saturday night. Maybe
it’s because that brunette didn’t sleep with her.
“Hmm?” Jillian looked up from the collar brass she was polishing,
and was surprised to see her roommate regarding her quite seriously. Her normally bright blue eyes were
troubled.
“I asked if you were okay. You’ve been pretty quiet this week.”
Devon repeated.
“I’m fine.” With that Jillian returned to her polishing, thinking
about her feelings, and frustrated by the truth that whenever Devon was around
she couldn’t concentrate on anything.
Angry with herself for allowing her attention to this woman to result in
such uncertainty within her, she felt a sudden need to put some distance
between them for her own sanity.
“I’m gonna get some fresh air.” With that she grabbed her keys off
the nightstand and walked out the door, leaving Devon staring at her back as
she strode down the hall.
Without thinking, Jillian automatically found herself entering the
adjoining dormitory and taking the stairs to the third floor. She lightly knocked at the first door on the
right. Julie smiled brightly as she
opened her door to find her friend standing there.
“Hey,” she gave the other woman a warm hug, “c’mon in.”
Returning the hug Jillian stepped inside the room identical to the
one she shared with Devon. Looking
around at the various personal belongings and photographs on display, her eye
was drawn to one of her and Julie the day they graduated from ROTC. Immediately an image of the two of them
making love sliced into her consciousness, making her stomach tighten and she
immediately pushed it away. That seemed
like a lifetime ago, and they were too good of friends now to go there again.
“Want a beer?” Julie was extracting two bottles from the
refrigerator and Jillian accepted one gratefully.
They sat for a few minutes in uneasy silence as Julie watched her
auburn haired friend closely. Her brown
eyes were darker than usual and she had a distracted, tense air about her, as
though she was a dry twig ready to snap. She sat looking down at the beer
bottle, picking at the label with her thumbnail. Julie could see that she was troubled, and
she was fairly certain she knew what or rather who was causing her such
consternation.
Finally, Julie decided that she would have to be the one to
ask. Pulling her chair close enough to
place a hand lightly on her friend’s knee, she said gently, “It might help if
you talk about what’s bothering you.”
At first, Jillian started to protest. She opened her mouth to tell Julie she was
fine, just a bit tired from too much partying, but when she looked into those
emerald green eyes, she couldn’t lie.
After all they had been through together Julie was the one person in the
world who could read her like a book.
She stood and walked to the window, drawing a deep breath, unsure of
exactly what to say.
Julie sipped her beer and waited quietly. A few moments later Jillian turned to face
her, leaning back on the window sill, she drained her beer, set the bottle
beside her and folded her arms across her chest. Her eyes moved from Julie’s face to a spot on
the wall behind her as she spoke.
“I wish I knew where to begin, Jules.” She said just barely above
a whisper.
“Anywhere is fine,” Julie responded kindly, “you know you can tell
me anything.”
Jillian nodded, opening her mouth to speak, and then stopped
again, her brown eyes so awash in confusion that they appeared to be
melting.
Julie decided to take a chance.
“Is it Devon?”
Jillian visibly tensed at the question and for a moment Julie
thought that she said the wrong thing. She held her breath waiting for the
other woman’s response.
At length, the confused
brown eyes found the steady green gaze, drawing strength enough to continue. After
a shaky breath, she began, “This is so not like me, Jules. Well, you know
that.”
Julie’s expression remained calm and reassuring. Jillian plunged
ahead, “I can’t stop thinking about her. When we’re not together all I think
about is what she might be doing. I
can’t concentrate on my work. What’s
worse is when we’re together all I want to do is…touch her.” Her voice
broke. Julie nodded and smiled slightly,
wordlessly encouraging her friend to keep talking.
“I…I don’t know what to do, I am not used to this. I’m the roll in
the hay fun girl, right?” She ran her hand through her hair and shook her
head. When she saw the flash of hurt in
Julie’s eyes, she immediately wished she hadn’t come. She knew that she had hurt this woman,
precisely with her refusal to commit, playgirl behavior. The fear of commitment then had driven Jules
away and now Jillian was reminded of the pain she caused and she felt ashamed.
As though reading her thoughts, Julie smiled, “We were never meant
to be Jill.” Jillian smiled sadly, grateful for the other woman’s ability to
forgive.
“So what do you want to do?” Julie asked softly. Jillian walked to the refrigerator and
retrieved two more beers, opening Julie’s for her.
“I don’t know. Hell, Jules,
I don’t even know if she’s a lesbian for Christ’s sake. What am I supposed to
do, just ask her? What if she isn’t, then what?
Will she keep quiet? Oh, this is so fucked up.” She rubbed her face with
the palm of her hand then stalked across the room trying to burn nervous
energy.
Raising her hands to shoulder height and turning in a circle she
continued, “Did you see me last week, Jules?
I couldn’t even sleep with that gorgeous woman that was falling all over
me. What’s happening to me?” With that
she flopped onto the small tan loveseat in the center of the room and pulled a
long drink from her beer.
In fact, Julie had seen the signs. It was obvious to anyone with
eyes and a brain that Jillian was falling head over heels for the newest
lieutenant on the base. At first, Julie
had been wary of the newcomer, after all, none of them could be too
careful. CID, Criminal Investigations
Division, was always looking to expose individuals that they suspected of being
homosexual, especially if you were training in a field requiring a security clearance. But, so far, Julie had no reason to suspect
that the lieutenant was anything but what she appeared to be—friendly, fun, a
bit naïve maybe, and definitely hot.
“So why did you ask her to come to Boston with us? You must have
had a reason, Jill,” Julie’s tone was a bit harsher than she intended, but
wanted Jillian to think this through.
When her friend didn’t answer, she said quietly, “Jill, I know why
you do what you do. You think that not
letting people into your heart will keep you from getting hurt again. I can’t understand how your family—or any
family could turn their back on their own daughter. I know that’s why you…stay…avoid
relationships, but don’t turn your back on the possibility of happiness without
even knowing what might be there.”
She paused, and carefully finished, “That’s really what this is
all about, right? She’s gotten under your skin.
Otherwise you would have already slept with her.”
“Do you think I’m crazy?” Jillian’s voice was hoarse with
emotion. Julie had cut to her inner
demons as only she could.
Crossing the room to sit next to Jillian, Julie put an arm around
her shoulder and pulled the auburn head down to her chest, stroking her hair
gently.
“I think you try so hard to appear that you don’t need anybody that
you almost had yourself convinced. Trust
your instincts, Jill. You’ll know if
it’s right.”
Jillian looked at her friend in wonder, “How did you get to be so
smart?”
Julie gave her a crooked grin, “I read a lot of fortune
cookies.” Laughing, she playfully pushed
Jillian, “Now get out of here and talk to that woman. I have a feeling it will
be worth it.”
Walking back across the quad, Jillian thought about what her
friend had said. She looked up to where
the window to their shared room overlooked the open field, knowing as she
approached, that she was nearing a moment of truth. She could openly admit to a physical
attraction toward the beautiful blonde, who couldn’t see how great looking she
was? What unnerved Gillian is the fact
that she never wanted to touch anyone as badly as she wanted to touch Devon and
it literally terrified her when she thought about doing it.
She spent so many nights lying awake listening to the soft
breathing coming from the bunk below her and imagining what it would be like to
hold her while she dreamed. In the morning, if she woke first, she would lean
over the side and watch Devon sleep, feeling an ache in her heart. But, she reminded herself all of this build
up could be nothing more than wishful, unrequited longing, and Julie was right,
there was only one way to find out.
When she reached the center of the hallway, she saw that the door
to their room was slightly ajar.
Remembering that the floor was freshly buffed, Jillian removed her shoes
and pushed the door open quietly, stepping inside. Devon was sitting on the medium green velour
couch, her arms wrapped around her knees that were pulled up to her chest with
her chin resting on them, staring out the window. She was wearing jeans and a grey t-shirt with
cut off sleeves revealing the swell of the side of her breast beneath her
raised arm. Jillian stood anchored to the spot for a few moments, her eyes
taking in every inch of the woman seated across the room, heart beating wildly
in her chest. If Devon heard Jillian
come in, she didn’t show it.
“Hey,” the southern drawl softly broke the silence. Grabbing two
beers out of the refrigerator, she crossed the room to sit next to Devon on the
couch. She opened both bottles and
handed one to the woman sitting beside her.
When she got no response, she started again, “You okay?” she shifted and
leaned her head at an angle to look at her face. Staring directly into the pool blue eyes,
Jillian searched for a welcoming sign. “Mad at me?” she grinned sideways, but
her eyes remained fixed on Devon’s.
Devon smiled in spite of herself at the adorable accent. “I thought I’d done something to piss you
off.” She shrugged.
“Shit, is that what you thought, no, never….I…just….” Jillian’s
words failed her as she became desperately aware of how closely they were
seated on the couch. She felt the points where her body touched Devon’s; her
hip against the muscular thigh, her elbow slightly touching her side. Shifting so that she could look directly into
those beautiful eyes, she struggled to say what she needed to say.
“Don’t ever think I could be upset with you, it’s me,” her throat
felt like sandpaper and she drank a gulp of her beer. “I need to talk to
you…about…something, but I don’t know…where to sta—”
At that moment, Devon reached out and put a hand on Jillian’s left
thigh. It was an innocent gesture of
encouragement in response to Jillian’s obvious distress over what she was
struggling to say. The heat from Devon’s
hand sent a shockwave coursing into Jillian’s body, every muscle began to
twitch and her breathing became uneven.
Rational thought was suddenly beyond her control and her mind swam in
the inviting pools of blue that stared longingly at her.
“Oh, hell.” All resolve of
restraint shattered, Jillian reached over and placed her left hand on Devon’s
cheek, and in the next second leaned in claiming the soft full lips with her
mouth. A small cry escaped her throat when she felt the lips part slightly and
an exploring tongue search for her own.
Drawing her closer with an arm around her waist, Jillian pressed hard
against the tight frame, continuing to suck gently, tasting the warmth of her
mouth, feeling the smooth texture inside her lips and the slight friction
between their tongues. The kisses were lighting fires inside her that flared
hotter and faster than Jillian had ever experienced.
Jillian knew that she was fast approaching a place where she would
no longer be able to stop if she wasn’t careful. It took all of her will to pull back from the
kiss. Head swimming and every nerve in her body humming; she ignored the
thumping pulse between her legs. Devon’s
eyes were dark and wild, hazy with arousal, making Jillian’s insides clench
almost painfully.
Devon was breathing rapidly and she stammered, “What’s…wrong?”
“Nothing.” Jillian tried to keep her voice even. “Please believe
me.” She drained the remainder of her beer.
“It’s just that I want you to be absolutely sure before anything else
happens.”
Devon’s eyes danced in the moonlight streaming through the window,
making Jillian swallow hard trying to do things right. “I don’t want you to think that I see you
like all the others,” she said in a choked whisper. Her dark eyes intensely
focused on Devon’s, “Don’t you see?”
In that instant Devon saw the vulnerable side of Jillian that she
hid from the rest of the world everyday and the desire that shot through her
made her stomach flip. Never before had
she wanted anyone—no needed anyone’s touch on her skin. She leaned forward and kissed Jillian
tentatively, drawing an arm around her waist to slide her palm along the small
of her back, her hands tingling at the contact with her warm skin. The fact that she had never made love with
anyone didn’t matter, only the aching need that this gorgeous woman inspired in
her.
Jillian felt as if the entire world tilted and reality as she had
known it disintegrated into pleasures that she was feeling as if for the first
time. She took Devon’s lips ever so
softly, caressing them with her own, lightly flicking her tongue along the
edges, teasing the tip of her tongue.
How long the delicious torment lasted, she had no idea; Jillian was
consumed by the taste, the smell, the softness around her. When she heard
Devon’s breathing become erratic and she pressed her pelvis toward Jillian in
an unspoken plea, she stood on unsteady legs, helping Devon up off the small
couch and guiding them both to the bottom bunk.
Laying her gently on the mattress, she stopped momentarily to
search the blue eyes, “still okay?” as if
I could stop. When Devon nodded, she
reached beneath the cut off t-shirt to sweep an open hand along the flat plane
of her stomach upward until the taught, hard nipple pressed into her palm. Squeezing and kneading the full breasts, she
drew soft cries from Devon. Moving to
kiss the tender skin just below her ear and down her neck, feeling the
heartbeat pulsing on her lips, she slid her leg between the muscular thighs,
eliciting a groan from the woman beneath her.
Jillian pushed her thigh tighter into Devon only to feel her hips
shift slightly away as hands pushed lightly on her chest, breaking the contact
of the kiss. “Jill, wait…”
Mind and body on sensory overload, Jillian barely registered what
was happening at the shift in Devon’s body, but the words finally penetrated
the raging storm that enveloped her brain.
Wait?! Fuck. She forced her
body to slow and breathed deeply, leaning back to look at Devon with
concern. Jillian definitely did not want
to screw this up. What she saw in
Devon’s expression was doubt mixed in with yearning and although she had never
wanted anything more in her life, Jillian stopped.
Holding her breath, waiting, with an inferno of desire burning in
her gut, she blinked to focus, “You okay?” she finally gasped. Oh my
God, I’m dying here.
Very softly, as if whispering to herself, making Jillian strain to
hear, Devon spoke, “I never…” she dropped her eyes, continuing timidly, “I’ve
never done this.”
Jillian let out the breath she had been holding and briefly
wondered just how cold the shower would have to be to put out the fire in her
body. She started to lift herself off
when Devon stopped her with strong arms tightening around her neck, maintaining
their body contact. She pulled Jillian’s
face millimeters from her own and Jillian could feel the warmth of Devon’s
breath against her lips.
“I don’t want you to stop,” she breathed, “I just don’t want to
disappoint you.”
The mixture of need and uncertainty swirling in the blue eyes
following the confession shot a renewed bolt of desire through her body. The ferocious need was tempered with an
aching tenderness as she looked at Devon, filling Jillian with wonder at the
intensity of the feeling. She reached up
with a trembling hand to reverently touch the side of the beautiful face,
awestruck and humbled by the trust in the gift that Devon was offering.
Opening her mouth to respond, words suddenly so inadequate, “You
could never disappoint me,” her voice quivered with emotion. When Devon looked
as though she was going to speak again, Jillian silenced her with a delicate
touch of her finger to the soft lips.
Slowly she allowed her eyes to take in every inch of the beautiful face
before her, tracing the surface lightly with soft caresses and finally
replacing the tips of her fingers with kisses, Jillian began a silent worship
of the pristine beauty.
Working her way beneath the edge of her jaw to the column of
Devon’s neck, Jillian paused to enjoy the feeling of the pulse beating strong,
hard and fast beneath the skin that her lips caressed. Her own answering heartbeat thundered in her
ears. Continuing her mouth’s exploration she dipped her tongue into the hollow
on her neck and nipped along the edge of the collar bone. She felt the pressure
of the firm breasts beneath her as Devon’s breathing quickened, signaling her
rising excitement.
Jillian returned to the soft warmth of her mouth, kissing her
fully, stoking the flames into a raging fire inside of her. When Devon opened her eyes again they were
deep blue, wild and ravenous, sending Jillian’s blood rushing faster, her own
excitement rapidly reaching a peak. “Oh,
God, you are so beautiful, so very beautiful,” she whispered, as she lifted the
t-shirt over Devon’s head, revealing her full round breasts. When she
unbuttoned the front of Devon’s jeans, reaching inside and feeling the
welcoming wet heat on her fingertips, her head spun.
Devon reached up and stripped the shirt off of Jillian, freeing
her firm tight breasts. She caught one
lightly between her teeth and sucked it, feeling the vibration from a moan
against her lips. When she felt Jillian
reaching into her jeans to touch her, she thought she would burst into flames
under the exquisite caress. Desperate to
remove the final barrier between their bodies, both women rolled to the side,
furiously working to remove the last remnants of clothing separating them. Once
free, they embraced fully, hands and mouths exploring every inch of each other.
Kissing her way from the sensuous mouth, to full breasts, across
her muscular abdomen, all the while lightly circling the tissues between her
legs, now swollen and thick with need, Jillian struggled to maintain focus; all
that mattered was Devon’s pleasure this first time. Her desire for Devon was stronger than she
had ever known, and she recognized that this was so much more than a casual
encounter. Her soul screamed to know
this magnificent woman completely. When
Devon cried out at the last touch and jerked under her, she moved inside her
carefully, letting her lover’s body adjust and pull her in as she was
ready. Devon moaned as Jillian entered
her, rocking against her as Jillian began matching the thrusting of her
hips.
Mesmerized by the incredible beauty, Jillian watched in awe as the
pleasure washed over Devon’s face.
Devon’s eyes were flickering blue flames that bored into her, glazed
wild with passion. The irises were like
starbursts, exploding in more shades of blue than Jillian had ever thought
could exist. Emotion gripped her heart
filling her with wonder, its intensity overtaking her as Devon’s pleasure
became her pleasure, shooting through her depths with dizzying speed.
Poised on the brink, Jillian closed her eyes, willing herself
control as she moved more deliberately, feeling Devon tense and twitch, ever so
close. Moving slowly and then increasing
the speed and depth of her thrusts, feeling pulsing tremors of Devon’s climax
pulling her in, Jillian’s mind exploded into blinding white ecstasy with her
own release. As she soared she was
vaguely aware of Devon’s soft cries as she filled her, skillfully prolonging
the orgasm that now crashed through both women until Devon let out a final sob
and collapsed in her arms.
#
Loud, deep voices intruded
on Devon’s peaceful slumber, she tried to roll over, but was unable to move her
legs. Blinking awake, she felt Jillian’s
warm body pressed against her left side, her left arm wrapped around Devon’s
waist, legs still entangled. Smiling,
she pressed a soft kiss to the rich reddish brown hair that spilled across the
side of the beautiful sleeping face.
The voices came again from down the hall, Devon frowned wondering
what was going on so early—“OHMYGOD!” She jumped upright, causing Jillian’s
head to fall back to the mattress abruptly.
“Hey!” Came a protest from the bed.
“Jill, get up, now!” Devon was already grabbing uniform pants and
two green t-shirts from the closet, throwing one at the woman in the bed.
Suddenly realizing what was going on, Jillian scrambled out of the sheets,
pulling the shirt over her head as she moved.
“Fuck,” she swore aloud, “how close are they? Can you tell?”
“They fucking sound like they’re right next door!” Devon snapped, and Jillian laughed.
Scrambling under the bed to pull the sheets and blanket tight for
the inspection, Devon responded, clearly irritated, “What’s funny? This is not funny, Jill.”
“I’m sorry,” Jillian tried to suppress another chuckle, “I have
never heard you swear before, and it just struck me…” She broke into laughter,
even as she buttoned the front of her uniform shirt. Devon shot a warning look,
but somewhere inside her eyes smiled back. “Well, maybe it’s a little…”
They heard the footsteps coming toward their door, just as they
finished lacing up their boots, looking at each other, checking for stray strings
or lint but finding none. Although they
were waiting for it, the loud knock at the door made them both jump.
Jillian, as the ranking officer, opened the door for the company
commander, a tall lean man with black hair cut in a flat top and dark, nearly
black eyes. “Good morning, major.” Both women stood at attention as he examined
their uniforms, his back to the rest of the room. Devon’s eyes fixed on something they had
missed. Directly behind Jillian, wedged
in between the metal bars and the mattress at edge of the pillow was a pair of
white briefs. This was a critical moment, because a failure at inspection
resulted in having to repeat the next Saturday, therefore no weekend pass.
The major finished his inspection of their uniforms, and turned to
look around the room. He noted the high
shine on the floor with a pleased grin.
Devon’s eyes met Jillian’s and she looked at the offending, out of place
fabric in the bed frame. Her eyes jumped
back to Jillian’s desperately trying to make her look at the bed. She saw a question in the brown eyes, but no
movement. When his back was completely
to her, Devon risked pointing her finger indicating for Jillian to look. Glancing
quickly, Jillian saw the problem, but could not get to it without being seen. She shrugged almost invisibly at Devon.
“So how is my star runner this morning?” the major was asking as
he surveyed the rest of the spotless room.
“Sir?” Jillian was caught off guard by the question.
Turning back to face the two women, he looked directly at Devon
with a friendly smile. “Last Wednesday,
Lieutenant James? Major Thompson is very used to winning that PT
challenge. I was extremely pleased at
the way you outlasted his captain in the final leg of the race.” He crossed the room as he said this and
extended his hand to Devon.
“Thank you, sir.” She smiled shyly. It’s not that I’m that good; I’m just too stubborn to quit.
“No, thank you, lieutenant, that is the first time all year our
company has won. Finally, I didn’t have
to buy his drinks at the officer’s club. Boy was he pissed.”
He turned to walk out, and then his head leaned to the side, as if
something caught his eye near the bed.
Devon’s heart sank. He sees it.
Standing still momentarily then slightly shaking his head, he strode toward the
door.
“See you at next week’s run lieutenant.” With that he exited the
room.
Both women exhaled loudly as soon as the door closed, then
automatically broke into gales of laughter.
Jillian pulled Devon’s briefs from the rail and tossed them at her
head.
“That was a close one.” She giggled, “I’ve been through enough of
these to know he doesn’t miss anything.
You saved us by winning that race for him.”
Devon laughed as well, “Hey, whatever works, right?”
“I’ll tell you what works,” Jillian closed the distance between
them, drawing her arms around the thin waist and linking her fingers together
at the small of Devon’s back, pulling her close.
Devon rubbed her forearms, leaning back slightly to look into the
soft brown eyes.
“What?” Devon asked.
Jillian stepped from the embrace and moved purposefully to the
door. She flipped the lock with
authority before crossing back to where her lover stood and drew her again into
the circle of her arms. A sultry smile
transformed her features as her eyes blazed into Devon’s.
“This.” She hungrily kissed her lover, tripping the switch on the
passion that had consumed them during the night. They fell back into the bed, unaware of
anyone or anything beyond their touch.